I didn't buy my diary yet.

I thank my family for being beside me all this time. And tonight, a carnaval holiday, maybe my husband bring us a dinner of the Baghdad's restaurant with arabic food.

Bidu is getting better of his dermatic problems.

I'm also carring about Julia, the dog of a neighbor, Iolanda and I'm also carring this week about Billy, Adriana's dog, but I love them and their dogs, God bless all of them.

CONGRATULATIONS, JUNIOR! THANK YOU, RABIE!

I don't know how to thank, at first, God, for this chance, second, to Rabie, my husband, to give us conditions to make the Junior's surgery to take off a tumor.

Yesterday night, when Rabie came from work he told me "call the veterinary and ask then when they can make the surgery because I got the money to his surgery". My heart beated a lot and at the same minute I called then there and his doctor was just leaving and she asked how long we would take to be there and I said "15 minutes" and she said she would wait it and prepare everything to he goes directly to the operation room.

It was around 6:30pm when we left him there. In the night I called them and he was just asleep because of the anestesy but that he was fine. Today morning I called again to know if he had eaten something and if he was feeling fine, the doctor said he was fine and had eaten just few because it's normal but that he was happy and shaking his tail to everyone, she said that he is so lovely and in the afternoon we are going to visit him at the visit's time and then know - about good news - that his cancer was just there and that he doesn't need to do more than stay at home resting his heart of strong emotions but don't carring about the cancer.

THANK YOU, GOD!
THANK YOU, RABIE!
THANK YOU, GREAT VETERINARIES OF ALVORADA!
THANK YOU, JUNIOR, FOR HAVING THE CHANCE TO CAN COMPLETE 9 YEARS OF LIFE WITH US AGAIN, BECAUSE AFTER THAT YOU WILL HAVE MORE TIME AMONG US!
THANK YOU, UNIVERSE, TO COOPERATE TO EVERYTHING GOES FINE, THE SECRET.

What do these signals mean?

I'm a little lost about the things that are happening to us here. I don't know if we are going to move or if just one is going to move.

My animals are always problems but it's strange when someone goes against them and later ask your help for something acts like nothing had happened. Anyway, I can forgive her for the things she said in my grandmother's birthday on february 6th.

I also want to apologise to my husband because I told him I wouldn't do something to help him to get better of his alergy but as never in life we slept far from each other I thought it was better tell him the truth and don't hide anything as I always do and sleep beside him to he doesn't think that I was giving prefference to Gordo than him. Anyway, my love, I'm sorry, I know you won't read this but I'm saying all the truth as I told you this morning, I'm sorry again, and I won't repeat this but I hope you understand the next time, because instead of thinking for you I will ask your opinion, I just didn't want to bored you or wake you up knowing that you would have to wake up some hours later to go to work again. I love you, Rabie.

I need a mini personnal diary

Well, I have many things to say but they are from different dates and I will make a small resume but later, maybe, if I have time I'm going to explain one by one:
- I made 2 years of marriage and it was a great day at home and we enjoyed a lot even with few money.
- My christmas and new year parties were so fine, one of the best I had in 6 years.
- Unhapply after Laika's death Junior, her son, got depressed, just on the past sunday he had a heart stop and now he needs an operation to don't die but I don't have the money yet.
- About my wedding, I don't know how to explain how it's going on nowadays because there is a lack of communication between my husband and I.
- My mother adopted a small cat now called Min, and it's a female one, she is 1 month and half old only and someone killed her mother just when she was born.
- And after that I got another puppy, a female one with 3 months old because when I went in the sunday to take Junior to the veterinary I saw 2 men kicking her like a ball and I couldn't hold myself and went to defend her and quarrelled with the men and my mother did the same, after all this in the same day my car just left the accelerator cable out of the pedal but I fixed it in the street and we were back home.
- I'm making a treatment for a diet and I was weighting 90kg in december, now I'm about 76kg, but I want to get thinner.
- I also got braces since december.
- I made an entreview for a job in downtown yesterday because I've finished my university studies and my prom will be on february 27th.
- Gordo, my dog which was sick and had to be in the vet 3 days while Laika also died had stopped walking and now he is fine and he is walking again but because I didn't give up and tried to make exercises on him at home and Thanks God he is so fine again.
- About Rabie, he is alergic to everything and yesterday he went to the doctor to check his eyes because he is a little blind because of many reasons that I don't have to declarate here.
- My mother had to be umeployed because of many reasons but the good new is that she won the cause of her surgery made in december of 2008, and the government will have to pay these things that they didn't do.

And to end, I think I need a doctor to check my mind because I think I'm getting crazy. Anyway... It's life.