Sunday, November 08, 2009

LAIKA, God bless you, I will miss you...

You were the best friend, the best dog, an example, always, but I think that the life was unfair with you. I'm sorry if I mistaked to you once or this time, but I never wanted to see you suffering. I tried to make it stays as long as you could stand, but I never wanted to see your pain.
My lovely Laika, I love you so much, your body is not between us anymore but your soul and all the happiness you gave me during all this life I will keep it forever. God bless you and keep your place with the others, also send them a 'hi' and tell them I love and miss them too. I LOVE YOU, LAIKA. Repose in peace.
Born: 20/07/1998
Your born to heaven: 08/11/2009







Tuesday, July 14, 2009

Bad days

There is again too much time that I don't post something here. Sometimes I really want to but my mind is losing the focus nowadays.

I don't know what I'm feeling, if it's a kind of a beginning of depression or if it's just something I created from my mind and heart, the truth is that I'm not feeling well.

I hope these things get better soon because many things are happening in my wedding. I don't know any more how to know who is wrong and who is right, I just recognize that I'm blamed for many things.

It's after midnight right now and I just arrived from the preparatory course I'm doing in downtown and, in my opinion, since I've started this course many things changed to bad.

I know I mistaked and I have no more rights to ask forgiveness, anyway, I'm really disapointed with myself. I wish the things I say wasn't understood as promises, also because I don't use this word because it's a strong one. But... I understand that when you give your word it's almost the same like a promise, but I think I have to be clearer, I have to say "I will try" to don't hurt the ones I love but if I wore in their places and understood myself like they did I also would be mad with that.

Ai, ai, ai...

After many nice moments I'm dueling with some troubles in my life. The fact of don't have a job anymore is something terrible. I never fought that my job wasn't bad enough that if I could I think I would be back there to keep working because now my pets are depending on the other people here because the salary I'm facing in is something too few.

I don't want that people feel pitty on me, I just want to be also understood and that I'm not trying to find answers or sorries to my faults. I'm big enough to know that I mistaked and big enough to also accept the bad things that come with the wrong things we do.

I wish I had more moments like this, at least they help me a lot to forget about the bad things and make me want to keep fighting for the things I want.





Friday, April 17, 2009

Long time

Hello everyone who read my blog, or, anyone.
From a long time I don't appear to post something here. It's because I've been busy all the time or with work or studying.
Rabie's family has now internet at home but they don't be connected often. It's because they don't know very well how to use the internet, only his sister that is also busy with he business and post graduation. I understand. But even this, Rabie and me are trying to enjoy the days he is at home because he is working too much in the hotel.
I hope we can buy something special that was refused to us, but we don't worry, don't matter how much time it takes to buy it we will wait because sometimes it's better don't try to make the time runs before its own time.
I hope the things don't be mixed during the road, we are trying to make the best.
Just a question: Will we have a surprise today??? Mom will give us the answer.

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

Trilha sonora indiana de: Caminho das Índias

Estou disponibilizando no meu blog as músicas que ainda não saíram nos CDs que todos procuram. São as músicas indianas que muita gente procura mas nem o google nem o youtube ajudam, então aqui vão os clipes. Aproveitem!

A música de abertura da novela:
* Cantora: Omkara
* Música: Beedi



* Música: Azeem o shaan shahensha
* Do filme: Jodhaa Akbar



* Cantora: Sunidhi Chauhan
* Música: Sajna ve sajna
* Do filme: Chameli



* Cantora: Mangal Pandey
* Música: Main vari vari



* Música: Nagada nagada
* Cantor: Jab We Met



* Música: Mast kalandar
* Cantor Heyy Babyy



* Música: Kajra re
* Cantor: Aishwarya Ray and Ametab Bachan