Wednesday, July 27, 2005

Days.

Let me talk about my days ago...
My sunday was very good, I woke up at 12 o' clock, had my lunch and came back home to play video game, my brother played with me, we drive very well (just in the game, I think). We also made fun at my mom, nice because she didn't get mad or angry with that she also made fun.After some hours I came online and chatted with some buddies. Rabie was online when I came and we chatted almost all the night. When it was about 3 a.m. his friend appeared behind him, we talked about the cafe of the nature, nice place, then he asked me to go, he needed to close the cafe.


What about my monday??? Yes, video game again, but a new, my friend called me and came to my home. Mom cooked pop corn to us, we ate and laughed at him because he didn't know how to play that game, he said he never had a Play Station, that's why he was so bad at it.So late I went with him to the bus stop, we waited from a long time and then he went away. The was just some pakistani friends online on my yahoo list. No nice e-mails, Isa didn't answer me about the book I asked her.


Today was a day without emotions, all the same things I do everyday, lunch at my grandparent's house (funny, my grandma wasn't there, she was in the downtown, doing what I don't know...). Well, my brother and me had to study, I will have a test on Sunday, I hope I be successfull. I studied but not so much as I wanted, I couldn't keep my mind thinking about the subject. So, I tried to fix an old lap top, it's not working from long time ago it's because there is a burned piece that I must change, at the right moment I can't because I'm broken.My two aunts, my uncle and my cousins (in the total they are 9) came here, they talked with my mother and my little cousins... hm.. guess! As ever making noise and disturbing all the house, I was watching a movie but after they get here I couldn't hear anything but that made something different happens today.Nice days.

Saturday, July 23, 2005

A beautiful day.

Today everything was so beautiful, I went to the mosque but how I am sick and I woke up late I couldn't watch the prayer and the talk of the Sheikh.
Mom and me find my friends there, I was really happy to find Marcela there we hugged each other from long time, and Patrícia, who I didn't see from long time, about one year ago, she looked so happy. We talked about the news and we joked about some birds which where in the spotlight it was so funny because they couldn't fix themselves there and they were fighting just to get a little place there in that spotlight.
After we joke we decided going out to lunch anywhere so we went to Saara (hey people, it's just a street here where a lot of arabic people have shops) and ate something there, we also brought some candies to home. Marcela said that she wanted to buy something to decore some clothes and hijabs (veils) so we walked more trying to find those things, some people in the street used to say things like "Look! They are iraqians and came to explode us!", "You are so beautiful.", "Bin Laden's cousins!!!", "I can become a muslim for you". Yes, we really laughed about all of them, everyone looking at us making funny and strange faces like if we were a kind of ETs, but the best part was when we were in a street full of men and all of them said "Wow wow wow wow!!!!!!!!!" Patrícia got red and so ashamed and Marcela was repeating what they said all the time, we took pictures today and I wounder how they will be. After I scan them I will publish it here.
Resuming, my day was great I was really missing something different like that to my life. Thank God everything was OK.

Sunday, July 17, 2005

Yesterday I heard good news from my friends, they are always nice with me and just that made my day good, well, I also watched a movie in the shopping (alone), The War of The Worlds, it's a nice movie but the end could be better. Ah, I could meet Gaby, she was my classmade 7 years ago and then we changed MSN e-mails, while she always lived near my house I have never visited her.
Today I woke up at lunch time because I was in the internet untill 2 a.m., in the truth I didn't want to wake up because my days have been so boring.
My friend called me to we go out but I prefered being at home I was feeling too much sad to go. After watching some soccer games on TV I came to the net and I found some people who I didn't talk with for a long time, and my friends, hm... they always look so busy for chatting with me, so I'm just listening to music right now and I have read some blogs.
I've been missing some people and some contact with my best friend, she doesn't want to know about me and I don't know why I keep feeling like this, I'm feeling myself so stupid, but I have to adminit that I'm ten times better than before, I will alive.
To all my friends whom read this and like me, a so big kiss and a good night, I'm planing to rest now, tomorrow I have to go to the doctor and later I will decide the day that I'm going to downtown. Posted by Picasa

Saturday, July 09, 2005

Ellim

Last weeks I was feeling sad and lonely, I feel that I lost my best friend while she is still here. Everything changed between us for more than one month. She started being different and so strange with me and I didn't know why.
How many times I asked her why she had changed and she kept saying she hadn't done that but I felt that she knew about what I was talking but tried to don't show this in front of me. After million times trying to know what was happening we seated together without looking to each other and she started talking, after that she asked, "Do you understand me, Mila?" I said "Yes, I do but don't want I be happy with this, you know that the only thing I asked you to don't do was to don't try to make me far from you" but she did.
I really understand her reasons but when I came home that day I just wanted to cry but I didn't, I couldn't cry. I tried to find a motive to accept that. I just asked her whether was it what she really wanted to do whether it was the best for her.
She can't imagine how I was jealousy when I used to see her talking to the other people and less words for me, we weren't sharing everything as before, that was hurting and killing me and when she talked to me I wanted to let come out the tears I was keeping for long time inside me, but that wasn't the right thing to do
I need and I have to accept it, now the things are little different between us but as a good friend I will respect her decision and even it hurts one day I will be good again but I can't forget her words. She is, was, I don't know about her, but she will be always my best friend and she is someone who I must thank for all the happy moments and for the person who I'm nowadays and I want to say sorry because she heard things she hadn't to hear because of me.
Ellim, I want God bless you and give you all what you need and want in your life. Follow your road in your life and never give up of your wishes.

Mila


This picture is from a long time ago in a happy day. Posted by Picasa

Saturday, July 02, 2005

Itaipava

It was a really pretty day. We went to visit a farway town, Itaipava, I haven't been there before. In this town everything is different, the cars stop to you cross the street :-D really wonderful when we talk about Rio de Janeiro! There we just found expensive things in the shopping, the place made we feel that we were abroad. Everything was so beautiful.


My aunt stopped her car in the street to take a pic of the big rock behind us, can you see my uncle looking shocked to that?

We finally arrived in the Parque Municipal de Petrópolis. My aunt paked her car and staied to take this pic of my brother while they were going to the Parque.

A little pause to take a nice picture.

A beautiful butterfly which was resting.

The shopping is behind us. We had our lunch in a great restaurant there, I really ate a lot and my belly was so big.

Me and my handsome grandfather. He didn't want to take a pic but my aunt got it. Aha! See my mother there! After that started raining we came back home. Posted by Picasa