HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Happy 2007 to everyone in world. I know in some places it's already a new year but here we need 1 right hour to it happen if we count in the summer time as we are, but in the normal time I wish you "HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!" :) I wish everyone blessed new days with peace, love, compassion and happiness.

My plans are a little changed this night but it was a good day too. I want to wish my love a good night there and I hope he is fine today. I love you, Rabie.

Happy New Year!!!!!!!

Tomorrow is new year's eve party and my aunt Simone called us to eat in her house but we have no right time to leave because she will work on monday. I'm planning to back early from there but when I went to my aunt's house yesterday and my uncle said he doesn't want we back early from there, he said he needs us untill midnight there but I don't think I will be there, I don't want these plans for me. As I said I want to spend at home. No one will find me tomorrow, maybe online Rabie if he finds a computer, what's a little hard in Moroccan cybers in important days. I will try to be free from them early and I hope to also find Rabie here.

Saddam Hussein's death

Today, first day of eid, Saddam was hanged. Is it a new life for the Iraqi people or just a bad dream they will live again in hands of someone new? Hard.

Talking about the babies, they will say good bye to me on thursday. I'm feeling a little sad from now but I knew they would have to go soon or late. They will go to a place of dogs' care and there they will give them to other people who want to adopte a dog. I didn't want the things were like this but I wish them good luck as other dogs had. I'm praying for them. I love them. I will miss them.

My babies

My babies sleeping.





Playing with us without look at the camera. All they wanted to do was play and move.

Eating their bone.

Disturbing Laika and Junior.

My brother with them.



Tired.

Iena this time looked at the camera, he is my model.

See what they did with their little house...





Playing.

Lelinha.
By Camila.

Crime in Rio de Janeiro

Something I forgot posting for today.

It was a day full of crimes and deathes. The thieves said they were doing this against Rio's ex-governators' state. They burned buses, killed people and were changing shoots with the police.

Though near my house we were having problems, no car or buses were passing, the roads were closed and the thieves also shooted in the cabines of the police.

It's supposed to continue tomorrow because they are still angry and I don't think that the police could finish their actions only today. By the way, I will try to write news if I can or if there is one.

Today I want to write. I don't find anything better to do. My mind is full of thoughts and I wanted to do other things now but I can't because it's late today and things like play football or be in the street to do something else I can't do because of the time so I just played with my kids (the little dogs) and I'm watching "Mais que uma família" (more than a family - in the translation but I don't know if the original name in English is this). I like it.

I will stop disturbing for today.

I don't like this life a lot, sometimes I prefer to be far from here and live in another place, not in this country. I don't want anyone near me nowadays. I want to be far from me.

I don't want a life near anyone, I want to be alone, live alone, have my life alone. I know sometimes the things change and we lose a little the control.

All I want to say is shit shit shit shit million times shit.
It's to throw out the things I feel sometimes.

I didn't want to make this post long also because I don't have anything to say or talk about but I would be glad if no one ask me what's happening or why these words because I don't want to say anything to anyone, without exceptions, ok?

If be "adult" in the real meaning of the word means something so important, I'm sorry, I don't think it changes something, all it teached me was to RESPECT the ones around me, to be adult inside myself and if my presence is so bad like this sometimes I think it's better take a time to rest far from everyone or maybe try my luck far from the people who want FREEDOM. Two words I care about but two words that have different meanings to the ones who talk about them.

Do you know? I will tell you something, people, no Brazilian is a good person, sorry if you think a Brazilian is someone nice or if you talk to one of them here and think they are nice, they aren't. I'm including myself in this too. Sometimes the Brazilian people don't lie, but it's like everywhere, sometimes they do and sometimes they not, but don't be thinking that the people you find here in Brazil or the people you find by net is good, be carefull with them because we are a really bad people.

It's just a simple warning that you must care about.

I'm thinking about do things like study or make new friends or do exercises or do something to busy my mind because as they say "idle mind is devil's workshop" or something like this in English. Ah... something I have to add about the topic above: Brazilian women are just backs shaking as you see in carnival and Brazilian men means NO RESPECT to anyone.

Today there is nothing good to do but I need something soon to busy my time. I have to say sorry for someone because I will have to talk to him later. I won't stop the things but there are things between us that I will want to talk to him. Don't think I will change something, but I will just explain more the things.

Please, marking more this thing, I don't want someone ask me about what's happening or not. I don't want to talk about anything and more, if someone want to hide something from me it's o.k. because I won't say anything. There are things in this life we don't need to share and they are only personal things, things that we are shame of.

I wish everyone good times but remember that the life is just this one and if you can, pay attention at the things and at the people around you because they will make you and help you in your life.

Once a friend wrote in his status: YOU MAKE YOUR CHOICES AND YOUR CHOICES MAKE YOU.

New year is near.

Everything is going well here and I'm enjoying the part of the year that I like most, the end. Not because we are ready to start a new year, this time I'm not carring a lot for wish things to the next year, I will let the things happen and then see how to deal with them. However, I like the end of the year because of Christmas and because it's a time I can spend more hours and days with my father and my mother though they don't be near each other never. It's a good and bad point in the same time, but let it like this.

I'm excited with the new life I'm near to have because there is too much thing that will change, ones to better and ones to worse. I think it's better stop trying to guess the future and let it come.

Today I'm really watching new movies in Rotana Tv, they are nice but would be better if I understood them.
About my life, it's going well, but my happiness is with the ones around me and with my dogs. Today I also laughed a little with my brother, he was playing video game and me watching.
Tomorrow I will go to downtown early with my father and my brother because we will buy something there and I will go to the company to fix my work card situation.

I will have to resolve the thing about my work card in another week because these days, in reason of christmas, no one wants to work or when they work they work half time, only. It was what I found today.
My finger is still bad from before yesterday, sometimes I'm not using the accessory to stop it because of the summer and because all the time we have to touch the water, but right now I'm wearing it.

I will have to resolve the thing about my work card in another week because these days, in reason of christmas, no one wants to work or when they work they work half time, only. It was what I found today.
My finger is still bad from before yesterday, sometimes I'm not using the accessory to stop it because of the summer and because all the time we have to touch the water, but right now I'm wearing it.

My mother is back

Well, I have good news. My mother is back from the hospital, thank you all for the prayers and good wishes.

Rat

My rat, Zé Poeira, is dead. Today, when I came from the hospital after visiting my mother I found him dead. I tried to care about him these days while he was so sick but he didn't resist.

About my mother, she is getting better but I want you keep praying for her. I thank everyone who is carring about this, really thank you a lot.

My mother is in the hospital

Yesterday night we knew about the bad new of these days: my mother will have to be in the hospital for some days.

She took an injection because of the hospital rules. Every worker of a hospital has to take all the necessary injections to keep working there. She did it. But as last time, this injection made bad to her. Her arm isn't moving well and in the place of the application its red, big and hot. We thought it was only alergy about the medication contained in those two injections but yesterday, one day after she takes the injection the things got worse and her fever was so big. She went to her doctor and the woman said she was going to need a treatment and would have to be in the hospital.

She called me and after that she came home to take some clothes because we didn't know in exact how much time she needed to be in the hospital. Yesterday night she went to the hospital and talked to us by phone before we sleep.

It's friday today, I talked to my mother in the morning and I heard what left me really down but something that I accept if it's to let she fine. She will have to be there for 7 days. I will try to visit her tomorrow as my grandmother promissed me to take me there. I will take more other clothes to my mother and bring back with me the ones she is using there. I wished she could come back home before of this time but want the best for her, so if the 7 days are really necessary to her recuperation I agree.

Pray for her, please.

My mother passed to a period of training in a hospital in Campo Grande, only 15 min far from my home. It's good because she will receive some money too. In her current training period she isn't receiving anything to work but now she will.

I'm praying for everyone, I'm happy for my life and for the people and things around me.

Today I went to the university to make my admission. Well, I just did the test but I will have to make other things other days and I only brought the prices to my grandmother and my father analise it. They did and decided to share the price to me study. I hope this time the things keep well and I hope I like what I will study.

Another thing... I'm only waiting for the confirmation paper from the concurse and I will check when it will be the test. I will try to study a little more to prepare myself better to the exam.

That's all, I think.

Confessions Tour - Madonna : Isaac

A tour in London to show the new album Confessions on a dance floor and the song I really like a lot, Isaac. The show is a little different from the original song recorded in the CD but you can see how nice it is. Madonna singing Isaac.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, RABIE, MY LOVE!!!!!!

There is something I wanted to say...
Maybe he thought I forgot to post something about him too but I didn't forget.
Yesterday, december 8th, was my lover's birthday and here is the tribute to him.
He means more than he thinks, he is wonderful and always try and is the best one for me. I love him and I'm here because I'm proud about him. He is the big reason of my happiness.
I can't say everything he means to me only by words but I think he has idea about what I feel when I'm with him. I'm happy to be with you, Rabie, you make me feel perfect beside you and you are much more than I could ask to have someday.
I thank you for being with me all this time.
I love you.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

Holly Dolly - Dolly Song (Ieva's Polka)

So funny!

Another test

I could made the inscription for the concurse, now I will see if my father will really pay it, if he does it's good.
I don't know, I studied for this test but I'm not sure if I can pass or not but I will try and, well... I tried. So, though I don't be aproved I won't regret saying I didn't try.

Dalila was found!

I'm feeling well to write again. Dalila, my aunt Flávia's dog was found today.
There was a painter painting my aunt's house and on saturday, in the time to leave, he left the door opened and the dog escaped. We looked for her around all the neighborhood. She is pregnant and we were worried about her also because my aunt liked her. Today someone who lives in the house in front of aunt's house, told my grandmother that someone was with the dog and in the afternoon we went to check it. There they sent us to another house where the woman said. We waited some hours untill the house's owner comes. He gave her back to us. We are so happy!
There is something good, he was carring well about Dalila, dog's food and water to her. Thank to everyone.

My kids

Amarelinha or "Lelinha" for us decided to be sleeping in the chair. Don't worry about the mess you see near her but those things are there because they want to be near Laika and Junior but they can't. We have reasons.

Braquinha looking at the camera. She doesn't speak and doesn't listen well. She has problems hehe! But she is so sweety!

Pretinho didn't get bigger. The others are big and being fat like monsters but him, poor of him, he is always small, I think it's something normal from him.

Patinha, the biggest one. He is a little slow. A good baby, but the others are clever than him. He has size but no mind.

This one looks like Patinha but he is just like a twin brother. He has some different things and his name is Iena. I just could take this pic of him because he was sleeping with the others. Yesterday when I tried while I was taking their pics he didnt allow me take a pic of him because he was jumping a lot. He is superactive.

Branquinha was the only one that appeared in the pic now because she is white and though they are sleeping in the dark she can appear.
By Camila.