This week.

It's the life, hard, difficult, strange.

Everywhere, everyday a lot of knowledge is around you. As my father uses to say, what you learn no one can take from you.

There are many intelligent people around you, and if you want to learn a little more you have to ask, you have to inform yourself. Sometimes is difficult to ask something when you are shy, you just don't want to be like a dumb and say "I don't know". Well... maybe it doesn't help with you, but it kills me.

Let me change this topic, because I know you aren't understand anything, and tell you how was
my week. I did tests all the week, I was really tired and sleeping while I sitted somewhere, I couldn't keep my eyes opened. It's wasn't bad because I know it will be the last week and I'm praying to be successed.

This weekend??? I can say it was "nice" because I found my love online, talked to him, but I have to admit it could be better if wasn't my bad way and my anger for my self-pride (I don't know if this word exist but it's what I want to say).

He is always compreensive with me and I'm rude like this, but I don't know what is happening with me, I'm like this nowadays and I can't control myself or control my emotions. I hurt him with this way but I think I need a doctor, I'm getting crazy about simple things and poor of him, he just try to help me and I'm like an animal, maybe I'm anti-social enough to live among humains. I'm not worrying anymore, I have my place in the hell and it will not be late to happen.

I saw nice pictures, someone gave me two egyptian magazines, I will start a new course after the end of the school and maybe I work with my mother in my free days. I'm waiting for my money of my work but untill now my grandmother didn't pay me... I will keep waiting. And the most important, someone can drive nowwwwwwwwwww! :D

I have to apologise myself with him, today maybe I wasn't in my good day, maybe it was because of the test for the university. I don't wanna sleep, my mind is full of stupid things that just could come from me. I must repair this bad way I have or no one will stand sharing a life with me. If one you forgive me my love, I will be happy, but if you can't, don't worry about this, my feelings for you won't change by anyway.

Kisses to everyone.