I'm afraid.

I'm really worried about the next days, about the next moments. I'm afraid to be far from you. Sometimes I don't understand the things which happen, I would like to know how to deal with big emotions.

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All this time isn't just killing me, but killing you too, we are one and you know that. Once you asked me how much time I could be waiting for you, and my answer is... ALL THE LIFE.

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You mean all my life and I won't let the things around us make a trouble in our life. We own to each other and even the distance you are always in my mind, in my heart. I have been loved for you for all this long and I'm glad that God gave me this angel which is YOU.

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Please, my love, don't worry your mind about what happened or about will happen, because if we must wait we will do although all this pain hurting us inside ourselves. All you did for me is saved inside me and I want to give you the same happiness you give me every second just to think about you. Tears may help us to easy our hearts, prayers can help more than anything but our love is what make us together like this. I won't leave you no matter how much time you take. My arms are and will be ever opened for you.

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From sometime ago we started to share love, life and everything we could share. If I had to make the time come back again for still waiting you, I'm sure I was going to do, without fear. Oneday you will know the meaning of your name to me, the meaning of your life to me, the one you are for me. I love you and it won't change whatever happens, if God wants.

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The biggest one there in heaven is watching us and can see everything you are doing, all your prayers, all your love, all your power and wish to change the things between us. He always knows what it's the best for us besides this I'm thanking Him for everything. No matter the time we need or take to have each other in our arms, I'm just yours and I can wait you all the life, with all the pride.

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Rabie, I love you. Do not care about the things around us, there are too much people wishing us the best, there are too much people praying for our happiness and early or late it's going to happen. I'm not afraid to leave everything to be with you if it will be necessary because you complete me and make me the happiest woman in this life. All this talk isn't just words, but my heart's talk. However, I'm here, just for you.

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Rabie, I love you.

انا احبك ربيع

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From your eternal love,

Camila Bernardes