Alhamidulillah - Thanks God.

I'm thanking that Allah is giving me power to stand these things, these moments and everything. I'm getting my control back, I'm feeling rested. I think all the time I leave my prayers for a moment I find myself in bad situations and in bad moments that let me crazy. I won't ask for forgiviness right now because it's not coming from inside myself. We can say I had a nice day today and I'm thankful for that, though I'm having some problems these things are normal in humans' life and I have no way to run from this. Allah doesn't give us something bigger than the one we can stand. I know sometimes I'm wrong and not seeming the Camila that everyone knows but I'm trying my best. I also want to thank my love for having give me calm, kind, patience and knowledge to deal with these things. I feel he always near me and maybe that's why I'm having some better in my way. About my health and some bad thoughts about the one I don't like I don't know when they are going to stop, but I hope it happens soon. I pray for the best but I really do hope that he is not the best one. Allah corrects me if I'm wrong. I'm doing my best, I'm really trying.